Me Bipolar???

Until today it has been hard for me to accept I probably am a Bipolar person. It's incredible that the things you go trough in your mind and body, would not be just You but something else.
Something else that it's a mental "skillness", like I watched on tv, called Bipolar Disorder. My husband calls it "skillness" because I'd jump from being a decorative designer to making advertisement design to writing poetry all in a week.
Some of the pain I have lived with the past 10 years and on other times in my life have been in part for my illness in part for external forses superior to me: subliminal ideas, Religion, Theological knowledge, reality and more. In Most of the cases the cure has been and it's out of my reach, out of a simple pill dosage or therapy.
My called bipolar disorder has been funny, I get to be somebody different for several months or days. I Feel different, I think differently, I laugh sometimes,I cry others,I speak or I'd be quite, etc.
I kind of like it. I think I am well prepared with more than one name and a supportive husband who has gotten to know my essence and that's why he loves me for, the rest is part of my personality of one day, my way or my purpose.